Is this the day I die?
He'd asked himself the question every day since he was (his son's) age. Every day the answer had been no. But his father had taught him, “One day the answer will be yes, and on that day you must be ready."
Yesterday
I went to the library at church and sought books that might give me
new insights to write about. God handed me Safely Home, by Randy Alcorn.
I
am excited about God handing me this book to read - it was on the
shelf displayed as “new” to the library – and it was authored
by a man I admire for his intelligent discussions of difficult
issues, so I was immediately drawn to it. I also picked up a second
book, but this one seemed to call me to read it first. Then on page
seven I found out why: Is this the day I die? Powerful
question.
I
know where Alcorn is going with this question, but, before I read the
rest, I need to dwell on this question awhile. I know the answer for
me, but what about for you? Are you ready if this is the day you will
die? This time I will not be including myself in the scenarios where
I usually use the third person “we.” I do know that if today is
the day, I am ready.
When
I had my heart attack, I did ask God to consider those who where
“under my care” at that moment before he let me die. I felt there
was still a need for me here. But I was quite happy to go if that was
His plan. It wasn't.
Most
of my readers are mothers; and mothers, perhaps, will never be ready
to die, so long as their children are alive. That is a God built-in
response that mothers will have, always. It is an excellent response.
But we all know that even mothers sometimes die before their
children; in fact it is, to a point, the accepted way that as the
parents get older they are destined to die before their children. No mother can ever quietly accept the loss of any of her
children. She never quite gets over it, and carries an emptiness
within her that just does not go away.
There in lies
an intricate and difficult problem; children also carry an
empty place in their hearts that will not go away if they loose their
mother, no matter how old they are at the time. Let's
face it
– no one is truly ready to die when it appears that their time has
not yet come.
No one. And no one is ever prepared to loose a loved one to death, no
matter if it is sudden or long expected. Death is the curse of sin in
this world, and we are all born to eventually die; but we have never
found delight in this fact. Nor should we.
“Is
today the day I will die?”
This
was a cultural thing in the book. Not everyone grows up thinking that
thought everyday of their lives. But it is a thought we all should
have now and then. Am I ready to die today, if that is what will
happen? Am I prepared to die, knowing that I will be
okay if I do? How about you?
There
is only one way to be sure about the answer to that question and that
is to ask another question: Have I secured my future after death
through believing on the Lord Jesus Christ?
In
the world view of today (and yesterday) - “to live, live,
live until I die,” because that is all there is - we might as well
make the most of it and "live it up." But one thing confuses me: most people think they are making the most of it, but they are really
making the least of it by spending their lives drugged or drunk or
chasing the fountain of youth or the almighty dollar, while finding
101 ways to sin, and always angry about every little thing; they never
actually live life in any full or joyful way.
It
seems to me that - if you are going to live, live, live until you die
- you should do it with some abandon and glee; not angry and empty
and half psychotic. So why don't people do that instead of rioting and
rousting and doing damage to each other as much as possible? It
certainly seems that not being ready to die is not helpful in
actually living joyfully, and in fullness of life, such as it can be
known here on earth.
The
writer of the Book of Ecclesiastes came to realize this and wrote his
findings down for us to enjoy and meditate on. In his time frame
verses it is clearly stated that there is “a time' for many things,
but all things add up to just one: Life is short and the only way to
live happily or joyfully on this earth is: Fear God and keep his
commandments for this is the whole duty of man.
The
only way to actually have something to live for is to know that Jesus
Christ died on the cross to give us all a reason to live and a way to
live:
John 10:10 The thief comes to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that (you) might have life, and that (you) might have it more abundantly.
So who is this thief? It is drugs, strong drink, addiction to looking and feeling young, living for sensuality and chasing after the mighty dollar. The thief is Satan with all his tools of distraction which bind us to him instead of to Jesus Christ. He totally robs us of the ability to live life joyfully or abundantly, appearances not withstanding. We are born sinners and as sinners we do not have any chance of living life well until we receive the offer of Jesus Christ to be our Savior and Lord:John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.
John
3:36 Whoever
believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son
shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him.
John
14:6
Jesus
said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one
comes to the Father except through me.
John
17:3 And
this is eternal life, that they may know you, the only true God, and
Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.
Acts
4:12 And
there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under
heaven given among men by which we must be saved.”
And
to find fullness of joy with abundance in this life as well as the
next, we must have within us the source of all Joy and Fullness in
life: The Holy Spirit who can guide us and teach us and give us the
Joy, Peace, and Love that we cannot find for ourselves in this place
or the next.
Romans
8:11
But
if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you,
He who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your
mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you.
John
16:13
"But
when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all the
truth; for He will not speak on His own initiative, but whatever He
hears, He will speak; and He will disclose to you what is to come.
Galatians
5:22
But
the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
goodness, faithfulness...
Romans
8:9
..if
anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he does not belong to Him
(Christ).
So...
if you desire to live, live, live until you die and not be afraid of
dying, you need to take a look at Jesus Christ and his Question of
the Day: Who
do you say that I am?
(Matthew 16:15)
13 Now when Jesus came into the district of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that the Son of Man is?”
14 And
they said, “Some say John the Baptist, others say Elijah, and
others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.”
17 And
Jesus answered him, “Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jonah! For flesh
and blood has not revealed this to you, but my Father who is in
heaven.
May
you find the peace, joy and the fullness of life that you desire by
listening to Christ's question for you; and answering that persuasive,
beautiful voice which is calling you to be one with Christ, now and
forever. And may your answer be – Yes, Lord, I believe that Jesus
Christ died for my sins and that He alone can change my life
completely. I confess that I am a sinner who needs to be washed in
the blood of Christ, forgiven for my sins and forever changed into a
person who leans on Him for everything in my life. Amen.
Now
go and read His Word, starting in the Gospel of John.
If you are not already connected to a Bible teaching/preaching
church, find one and get involved with learning more and more about
God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, who loves you
more than you can ever imagine and who will be there for you always; as you journey on this earth in life and move on to heaven in death.
So be it. God bless you.